Today was kind of a rough day...I had to say goodbye to someone I have loved for the past 14 years. She has been with me through everything! I've had my dog Chloe since I was 10 and we had to put her down today :( It just won't be the same with her around here! But, at least she doesn't have to suffer anymore!

Have you ever just wanted to get away...maybe to get a different perspective on things? Yeah...I'm at that point right now! I just am really wanting/needing a change...I'm just frustrated because I don't know what that is! I just wanna get away right now!

Maybe...

Maybe-Sick Puppies

"Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
(Maybe I'm crazy)
Maybe I'm the only one
(Maybe I'm the only one)
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough

Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

Maybe it's hopeless
(Maybe it's hopeless)
Maybe I should just give up
(Maybe I should just give up)
What if I can't trust myself?
What if I just need some help?

Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try

And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change"

This song says it all! Everytime I hear this song I can't help but think about my own life! Maybe it's time to change...whatever that means!

Everything...and nothing all at the same time!

Have you ever been really into someone...but you know NOTHING will ever happen with that person? Yeah...that's pretty much the story of my life! :/

There really isn't much of anything exciting to write about! I've just been really hanging out and working out! I believe I'm already starting to see results and I'm super stoked about that! :)

"When the chips are down, back against the wall
Got no more to give 'cause we gave it all
Seems like going a distance is unrealistic
But we're too far from the start

So we take what comes and we keep on going
Leaning on each other's shoulders
Then we turn around and see we've come so far somehow

We're halfway there, we're looking good now
Nothing's gonna get in the way
We're halfway there and looking back now
I'd never thought that I'd ever say
We're halfway there, we're halfway there

If you never flew, we would never fall
If the world was ours, we would have it all
But the life we live isn't so simplistic
You just don't get what you want

So we take what comes and we keep on going
Leaning on each other's shoulders
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/big-time-rush-lyrics/halfway-there-lyrics.html -]
Then we turn around and see we've come so far somehow

We're halfway there, we're looking good now
Nothing's gonna get in the way
We're halfway there and looking back now
I'd never thought that I'd ever say
We're halfway there, we're halfway there

How you ever gonna reach the stars
If you never get off the ground?
And you're always here where you are
If you let life knock you down

We're halfway there, we're looking good now
Nothing's gonna get in the way
We're halfway there and looking back now
I'd never thought that I'd ever say
We're halfway there, we're halfway there
(Oh, we're halfway there, halfway there )

Oh, we're halfway there, halfway there
Oh, we're halfway there, halfway there"


This is a song called "Halfway There" I feel the lyrics are very true! When I hear this song I think of if you never give your all in life you will never know what you can truly get out of it! I really want to give my all in life and have one fantastic life! Don't get me wrong...I LOVE my life I just know that it can be better...I can do better! I'm excited to see where life takes me! :) Also...just on a completely different note...I want/need a vacation! lol I just wanna get away for a little bit!

Today was a good day! Today was the day I really started watching what I eat and working out! We shall see how this goes! I will definitely keep everyone updated on my progess! It feels like if I put it on here and people can see it...it somehow keeps me accountable! Which is a good thing! :) I also got to watch my 2 fave boys! Always a good time! Also, the sun was shining! Nothing to complain about! Hope everyone had a good day as well! There really isn't anything else too interesting else to say for now! I will leave you with some awesome song lyrics that I feel absolutely apply to life! :D

"Go and make your luck with the life you choose, if you want it all, lay it on the line, it's the only life you've got so you gotta live it big time!!"

My First Blog!

After a long time of reading others' blogs I decided that I try my own! We shall see how this goes! This blog will mostly be random happenings in my life! I will be sharing what goes on in this crazy head of mine along with some recipes that I have tried and may or may not have successfully accomplished and a bunch of other fun things! Hope everyone enjoys this ride I call life as much as I do! :)